Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired

I haven't written in a long time and I shouldn't be writing this now, I'm too busy. I'm sick and it feels as if I have been all year. I'm behind, and again, it feels as if I have been all year. I know I enjoy my classes, I know I enjoy learning, I know I enjoy the mind explossions, sometimes I even get excited. But I'm becoming more and more worried about what Honours is doing to me, my body is at the best temperamental, and my mind, or more specifically my emotions, have become much the same. I can't see myself passing this year. I'm scared. I need to see my BA just to reasure myself I have gotten this far. I tell myself and other people it's not the grade but the learning, and not just the academic that counts, but at the moment I'm continually forgeting this. That being said there is a small, golden spec in me that knows I will get to the end of the year and it is very likely I will pass and all I have to do, as that fad slogan says is:

From: http://weheartit.com/entry/10722691